Shimmer

All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade Away again....i am so done with this world and what we are "suppose to change"......life hands everyone a bad hand of cards……. what is different is the way each person plays them.....and then there are those who bluff and use their poker face to make everyone think they are happy and content.....in my opinion there is no true happiness and joy is just a word that is used to express a moment when the storm has calmed and you are just caught up in the moment of freedom.......people say that God is a selfish god....but we are not to be selfish....then they say that we are suppose to be imitators of god……I just don’t fully understand the concept….everyone has selfishness within them and it is due to the desire of being independent…..many don’t surrender to god because you have to depend on him and transform your whole existence to a codependent lifestyle….others have an emotional desire to just feel loved…when the drugs and relationships and the other secular acts no longer keep someone content they move on to something else…..many people look to god as their last resort and in doing so find that what they have been looking for was right in front of them the whole time….but rather than living a life that has guidelines and order, many people look for a more liberal option…..in doing so people become burned out and disappointed when what they are flooding their lives with is not satisfying them…….there are people in their retirement age who are still looking for what they want in life and how they can do something to better the world…..i say why waste time in looking for the answer when its so evident that the answer is within you….many people don’t follow their heart instead they follow their mind…..sometimes the most logical thing isn’t the correct thing…..follow your heart because it will take you in the direction that your spirit was meant to travel…..and in doing so you will be shown your plan and purpose for your life on this earth along with your destiny and future……just follow your heart and god will take care of the rest.